I want Ben here so I can hear him snore and laugh in his sleep as he spoons me.
I want him here so I can make him shake his head and laugh at my weird jokes.
I want to see a bolide as it explodes overhead.
I want my "what if"s to turn down their volume.
I want to be able to enjoy a vacation again.
I want to live to be 500 - natural details notwithstanding.
I want. I think I am greedy, but I still want. So very much.
Like Masahide, I want to be brave.
"Barn's burnt down… now I can see the moon."
This, I want.